Here I am writing about "ᑎEᗯ ᗷEGIᑎᑎIᑎGᔕ", me who has dreaded so much on writing down my goals, my visions, my routines because I allow the circumstances to derail me from completing them. As a result of it, I then feel upset, disappointed, even guilty of attempting to write them down again.
For the last year or so I have attempted to do work-related challenges and new routines that would help me in my overall wellness but I have found that instead of picking up where I left of or doubling the efforts the following day or at the next available moment I discourage myself and start to talk down to myself, I self-sabotage by procrastinating and by default feel even worse because I allow it to go on for too long.
However, I am very committed to bettering myself in every way possible and I have reached out for help in many cases and although I don't regret investing in myself to doing so it always seems to amaze me that it all links up to me allowing procrastination to get the best of me. But it stops right here, right now.
I HAVE BEEN GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY AT LIFE ONCE MORE.....
January 31,2019 my two younger children and myself were in a really bad car accident. weather was not the best and a few vehicles lost control including myself. Our vehicle took the worst of it all, it flipped 3 times and we were left in the ditch. As this was happening all I could think of was of my children and their well being. As much as I wanted to do all I remember me saying was, "Jesus, take the wheel!"
When our vehicle came to a stop I managed to take off the seat belt and both my son and I helped my daughter off her seatbelt proceeding then to get them out of the vehicle. We all managed to get out of the vehicle with the help of a few people who stopped and helped us. But I must say God's full protection was with us all. We were assessed by the paramedics and just a few minor scratches. We then went to the hospital for x-rays and to properly get checked and to God be the glory not one single broken bone or major cuts, we were left with some pain and discomfort but that was to be expected.
My children and I are alive and walking and that my friends is a miracle. I cannot be more grateful and humble to share that when their is no possible way there is a God who is a way maker! We are still here because God still has a purpose for us and I want to be able to make every moment count to the best of my ability.
This is why I say, "Procrastination Stops Here!" There is more to life than to think the worst of it. I mean, why not take that same time we take to think the worst and put it towards thinking about all the possibilities that their still is. At the end of the day is better to know that we tried than to have never tried.
Have you ever felt this way as well? I'm sure we all go through some type of procrastination and it's okay but when we realize that it is present, we should work on it.
Thank you for taking the time to read this post and I pray that this helped you in as little or as much as it can. We never know when the time will come for us to part this life but I for one want to know that I did well with the time I was granted here on earth.
Til my next post, here is a glance of what was left of our vehicle,
R.I.P. Chula, you served well for 3 years.
Gods new blessing to our journey.
May you be blessed and find the courage to proceed in what it is that you are called to do.
"For i know the plans for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
I ᗩᗰ YOᑌᖇ ᖴᖇIEᑎᗪ. ᗩᒪᗯᗩYᔕ ᕼᗩᐯE ᗷEEᑎ. ᗩᒪᗯᗩYᔕ ᗯIᒪᒪ ᗷE.